In a Vaccum

Good Evening

It's been at least a month since my last post. I could say, or blame it on some life distraction. But, instead, it is quietness that I do not want to be disturbed. I found this place of quietness in a place of indifference.

Indifference to others and their esponse to who I am or what I do. I have tried to be and that is not enough. And I am through with so called folks who have intentionally undermined me. I am indifference.


I am not searching for reconcilation, I am through. I am not your Lord and Savior, who died on the cross and rlose on Easter. The disciples who fled knowing the truth, left the Lord and Savior the moment, they thought their own lives might be in jeopardy. Even, the fast talking Simon Peter, who argued right in the Lord face,he would stand fast waived before you could count 1,2,3, as he backtracked from his firm conviction. No surprise to our Savior who told Simon you will faltered. Poor Peter when the Lord speaks there is no counterarqument. So words Failing to convince Peter of his disloyalty with words the Lord gave him a sign..three denials and a cock crows In essence, Simon Peter, would be Simon Peter, a waffler..always needing a miracle to reign him back to his Lord and Savior. So, the Lord gave it to him with a cock a doodle do !!!!

But, unlike Judas, whom betrayal was all about the money,Simon Peter would get still another chance to redeem himself. How blessed was Peter?!!

I am indifference to the Simon Peters who are wanting more than..and I unwilling to provide them a sign. I am not Jesus Christ.
I choose indifference..what a lonely walk witout the Simon Peters in my life.